A complete freakish lunatic. She flipped out because there's something she wants me to do tomorrow(make dinner for her) and I asked her to write down what she wants me to do. One because I am not going to remember that the squash sitting on our countertop is for cooking, because there is always a squash sitting on our countertop. Two because I ( Read more... )

but it really was cute!! Opinions of others? (I think it's as accurate as these things can be.)



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As much as I hate to admit it....the medication is making a huge difference. I started Sunday. Really, almost right away I felt different(on Sunday I mean, not like 5 mins after I took it.) I wasn't exhausted. I had energy. I could do stuff. And it's been that way all week. I'm still not in a great place, but it's not quite as overwhelming ( Read more... )

Went to the new one today, for discussion about medication. She forgot she'd given me an appointment for today, didn't know who I was, barely said hi and just handed me a clipboard, didn't tell me what i needed to fill out and wasn't around for me to ask questions about the stuff. Finally took me about 25 minutes after I was scheduled, glanced at ( Read more... )

Thousands of them. Okay, to figure out my brain(or make it shut the hell up) here goes ( Read more... )

I hate this place. It's 10:00 at night, I've felt like crap all day, out of nowhere my dad comes storming and ranting upstairs flipping out. Pretty much for no reason. My dad usually isn't the one who flips out, usually it's mom. But when he flips out....Literally out of nowhere. At me, not even both of us(Michael and me). Well a little bit ( Read more... )

Sorry, I know all I do lately is rant on here. But GOD I'M SO ANGRY. Every time things get a tiny bit better, and I think can handle things...oops, nope, can't let that happen. My fucking mother just leaves lists of things she wants done, screw anyone elses life. My fucking brother can't get his life together so I had to spend half the day ( Read more... )

It's been an interesting weekend. Good in general although there was a blip Thursday night after I got home. But other than that, it's been good. Fun even. But interesting. Lot to process, might take some time. Probably will. But that's okay, I'm figuring everyything else out, so one more thing isn't gonna make a whole lot of difference.

How to make a Mariliz
Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

1 part self-sufficiency

1 part beauty
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

A little too personal for MySpace at least. So here's the update. I met with another new therapist today. I liked this one. She's a bit further away from the house, but not terribly far(no more than my high school was.) She's very open and caring, works only with women. She also spent most of her life in theatre...well, technically dance, but ( Read more... )