SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! I CANT HANDLE THIS....IM GONNA DO SOMETHING STUPID. =(

yepp so i sat around all day until about 7 and waited for a call i guess i was never gonna get so i called her and well she basically told me she had better things to do so i ended up getting off the phone and crying myself to sleep and oh well if that makes me a sissy or whatever cause this is my journal and i can write about my life no matter ( Read more... )

Yeah so ive come to realize one thing and that is that no one reads this shit during the summer time....but anyways today i went and seen ang and yepp that went how it always goes ...right out the window and i stayed and sorta helped her dye her hair you wanna say that telling her where she missed is helping either way i was just glad to be in her ( Read more... )

So yeah well hmm today???? lets see....well i woke up around 11:16 cause Jess called me and woke me up at that time but i didnt mind it was something good to wake up to for a change. =) yepp so then I was gonna hang out at my house with her but her sister told on her that she was talkin to me so now shes not supposed to call or talk to me or ( Read more... )

Yepp soo hmm today??!?!?! well today was a good one...it wasnt right from the beginning but it got way better later on. yepp so i woke up at liek 9 cause my sisters needed a ride over my uncles to go swimming so i woke up after like 9 trys by them of hittin me in the head with my pillows and took them lil brats over there lol after that i came ( Read more... )

hmmm so yeah I went to the mall with Ang today =/ I bought a pair of new sun glasses and some shorts then we left and I took her home cause we arent supposed to even be seeing eachother...on the way home I was going to see Whalen but Chelsea called so I ended up just meeting her up at her work and talkin to her for a little bit before work. Then I ( Read more... )

Im without her now and I shall be for the rest of eternity...she doesnt even confide in me anymore or want to talk so I will either learn to move on or forever shall I spend the rest of my days in misery......but oh well my chance at my first good summer is already shot. =/

Yeah so yesterday Angela and I broke up and she wants her space.  Im thinking this time its for good.  Everyone thinks that just because we always break up and go back out that we will end up back together within the week, but she doesnt seem to into me anymore, but who ever knows with her shes like bi-polar when it comes to me.  Wes keeps tellin ( Read more... )