Pondering.

[mmemaraschino]

I've been thinking a lot lately about death. Not in a suicidal way, but exactly the opposite. I'm scared. I'm scared to die. I'm scared to leave my family and friends. I'm scared for them to leave me. I worry about riding in cars, being at work, even going to sleep sometimes. Because you just never know. That scares me. I think it probably scares

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[concha_malvada]

I get that way too about cars and even about sleeping. Especially when Ben is on tour. I try really hard to not think that way, but it can be hard.

[mmemaraschino]

It's nice to know I'm not alone. It's funny... right as I start to feel like a real grown-up, I get these thoughts.

[underwear_slave]

I feel that way a lot too. I tell myself that Im being ridiculous, but in this day, you just never know.

[mmemaraschino]

I want to tell myself that it's a freak accident every time someone young dies, but the reality is that it's not. You just never know.

[sandienotsandy]

I've had a lot of those same thougths, lately. ((hugs))

[mmemaraschino]

Thank you.. it's nice to know I'm not alone. *hug*

[irishka1205]

Hi, I hope you don't mind me commenting on this, but this hits very close to my heart because I'm a worry freak. I worry about everything and anything. And always imagine the worst possible scenario that could possibly happen. I definitely know how you feel.

[mmemaraschino]

I don't mind at all :)