I've come to the conclusion that I don't really like this time of year, because no matter what I do to make myself happy, things work out so I'm just miserable enough to get by. Yay
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How many times have I basicaly said that this place is a sounding board for shit?
Hell If I'm doin good I barely write. if it's crazy shit in my head I write on a regular basis. I dunno in some ways with how little I've seen you it was nice not hearing from ya hear cause I figured you were doin okay.
You'll get through it, this time of year blows. Presents are nice, and so are friends, but the consumerism, the crappy music, the cold, and well, through seasonal depression and than any actual problems in the mix and it's just shit.
Blargh. feel better. You gots the understanding here, although I don't know the problem....
Anyways... feel better bitch, or you will pull a boot from your baby box!!!
*snickers* I'm feeling better now...I just needed to vent and stuff. As ever, the problems were mostly in my head...actually, they were largely in my head, but that is neither here nor there. In any case, I've managed to pull out of the slump again.
I've noticed these things are becoming easier to get out of if I can just keep my wits about me...does that mean I'm learning? Who knows...
in short: I feel better now, I pulled my head out of my bum and realized that the bulk of my problems were in my head...everything, for the most part, is back to normal...I think I'm *gasp* starting to learn!
I know what you're thinking: "Crazy talk!"
to which I will reply: "Yeah, I know. I think it's weird, too."
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Hell If I'm doin good I barely write. if it's crazy shit in my head I write on a regular basis. I dunno in some ways with how little I've seen you it was nice not hearing from ya hear cause I figured you were doin okay.
You'll get through it, this time of year blows. Presents are nice, and so are friends, but the consumerism, the crappy music, the cold, and well, through seasonal depression and than any actual problems in the mix and it's just shit.
Blargh. feel better. You gots the understanding here, although I don't know the problem....
Anyways... feel better bitch, or you will pull a boot from your baby box!!!
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I've noticed these things are becoming easier to get out of if I can just keep my wits about me...does that mean I'm learning? Who knows...
Stephie
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in short: I feel better now, I pulled my head out of my bum and realized that the bulk of my problems were in my head...everything, for the most part, is back to normal...I think I'm *gasp* starting to learn!
I know what you're thinking: "Crazy talk!"
to which I will reply: "Yeah, I know. I think it's weird, too."
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