After Tonight

[mmm_toast1]

After Anna told me she spoke to Ashley I just had to read what she wrote. And after reading it I was glad to know it was addressed to me. Something she does consitantly but never admits. Everytime Ashley writes in LJ I know I need to read it. She only got the stupid account because I made her get one in the first place. And to answer some questions

Comments

^_^

[my_will_be_done]

Happy Birthday!

It feels WAY weird being 20. . .you can't help but wonder what will happen and what won't, but when you focus on what you can make happen and what you can do, its hard to not feel empowered.

[anonymous]

I can not belive this... All I wanted was time to heal, that was it. You deleted me from myspace...I get it. Don't worry I'll leave you alone. Jesus Christ, you blew this out of proportion. So I don't get to have my time to anaylize my feelings or it's immature. Thank you very much, you made my healing sooooo much easier. I don't need to waste time on it. GOD, you are fucking impossible! This is how I get treated?

STAY OUT OF MY LIFE! I had no other option but to do this on LJ because talking to you would hurt to much and I can not talk to you in any other way.

You really FUCKED ME OVER and showed YOUR TRUE colors.

I doubt this even matters to you, I REALLY FUCKING LOVED YOU!!!

I did things for you I've never done for anyone. I went out of my way sooo many times. I gave you as much as I could, but the minute I ask for something that when you do all this bullshit. FINE, FUCK YOU