Can't sleep

[mmmary]

I thought I'd resort to my old tactic of getting my thoughts out in writing when I was having trouble sleeping. I was feeling nautious for a while and then I realized it was nerves. I don't know exactly what is bothering me, and I know I'm extremely overtired right now but my brain won't slow down. I keep thinking about one certain thing that's

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[gwenique]

awhh mary! first of all, im so sorry you feel lonely! ideifnitly felt like that here for a while. i still dont have many 'hang out with after work' friends, but im so busy i hardly notice lol... i met a girl inmy apartment building whos really rad, im pretty sure we'll hang out. but i know how you feel... i hope something works out...

the boy situation too... so hard to find one! im sorta thinking if you find girl friends, the boy situation wont bug you as much. and guy DO fall for you dammit, you're lucky.. but i can totally understand HOW they fall for you makes things hard. one day, when it's 'right', you wont mind that he falls so fast though :)

i do wish i was in TO cause i totally enjoy hanging out with you... when im back we will for sure have to hang out, maybe even be roomies :)

hi there, mary

[loanmuba]

i feel like we're on the same wavelength, its hard to meet new people especially in a new location. and of course, meeting people you're not sure if it will last, meaningful relationship. many people i met, that usually doesnt last. because its not something you have grown into with. maybe we need practice.

hey i made my first entry in lamb_lovers and MOD fitsostrange deleted me from the community. i was hurt. i tried to find out why, but then i did not have any friends in LJ, i just joined. and their policy is not to add a stranger unless a community memeber adds them. i wonder if you could add me and email to fitsostrange to allow me in. i would truly appreciate it, lambie.

i wanted to be a part something that i love. i was so excited