come on and use me
1. I would love more than anything to live in an apartment above a gay bar in Gaytown, Toronto. And also have a drag queen for a roommate.
2. I often fantasize what my life would be like if I lived with Antony.
3. I'm not entirely sure if I want to go to the University of Toronto.
4. Sometimes I worry that my friends secretly hate me. Perhaps it's the feeling of "waiting for the other shoe to drop" from not having any friends for a great deal of my pre-adolescent life.
5. I want to win a Tony Award.
6. I love Antony more than I've ever loved anyone else. Ever. I really do.
7. I worry that I don't have enough musical talent to get into any of the music programs I'm applying to.
8. I want to run away (not like Lenny Kravitz).
9. I wish i had more friends like Brandon, James, and Ziggie.
10. I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn't such a naive pussy.
11. I wanted to fall in love with a beautiful Korean girl.
12. I've always wanted to get an RV or a camper and just travel around the country taking pictures and writing.
13. I wonder what would have happened if I had "missed" my bus leaving Toronto.
14. I want to be in a ska band and I want to be the singer.
15. I think I sing too much and badly. (then why do I want to sing for a ska band?)
16. I don't think I have any motivation left.
17. I wish my hair wasn't so ethnic.
18. I'm trying to learn how to accept my body the way it is.
19. I actually like metal (the genre, not the stuff obviously).
20. I really like grammar and that's one of the reasons I'd want to be an English teacher (this list obiviously doesn't show my grammatical "prowess")
On another note:
I hate Filene's, I got written up because I didn't wear hosiery. Normally I don't, because I always wear pants. I believe the rule book says I only have to wear hosiery if I wear a skirt. However one of the ASMs (Area Service Manager) wrote me up because I wasn't wearing hose under my pants. Because hose are so important to me doing my job. Oh, and also my pants were too low. Even though there are girls that work in my department who have those stupid low-rise pants and wear thongs and have them hang out. My pants were too low.
Oh and thank you again, Filene's for never giving me more hours even though I practially beg anyone who has the power to do so.
Will I even have enough money to do anything with when Antony and I go to look at colleges and later go back to Whitby with him? I doubt it. I'm slightly tempted to just say "Fuck it" to the entire thing all together.
I hate retail.
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I'm sorry if my thoughts seem stupid and fragmented. I'm averaging about 5 hours of sleep for two days.
2. I often fantasize what my life would be like if I lived with Antony.
3. I'm not entirely sure if I want to go to the University of Toronto.
4. Sometimes I worry that my friends secretly hate me. Perhaps it's the feeling of "waiting for the other shoe to drop" from not having any friends for a great deal of my pre-adolescent life.
5. I want to win a Tony Award.
6. I love Antony more than I've ever loved anyone else. Ever. I really do.
7. I worry that I don't have enough musical talent to get into any of the music programs I'm applying to.
8. I want to run away (not like Lenny Kravitz).
9. I wish i had more friends like Brandon, James, and Ziggie.
10. I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn't such a naive pussy.
11. I wanted to fall in love with a beautiful Korean girl.
12. I've always wanted to get an RV or a camper and just travel around the country taking pictures and writing.
13. I wonder what would have happened if I had "missed" my bus leaving Toronto.
14. I want to be in a ska band and I want to be the singer.
15. I think I sing too much and badly. (then why do I want to sing for a ska band?)
16. I don't think I have any motivation left.
17. I wish my hair wasn't so ethnic.
18. I'm trying to learn how to accept my body the way it is.
19. I actually like metal (the genre, not the stuff obviously).
20. I really like grammar and that's one of the reasons I'd want to be an English teacher (this list obiviously doesn't show my grammatical "prowess")
On another note:
I hate Filene's, I got written up because I didn't wear hosiery. Normally I don't, because I always wear pants. I believe the rule book says I only have to wear hosiery if I wear a skirt. However one of the ASMs (Area Service Manager) wrote me up because I wasn't wearing hose under my pants. Because hose are so important to me doing my job. Oh, and also my pants were too low. Even though there are girls that work in my department who have those stupid low-rise pants and wear thongs and have them hang out. My pants were too low.
Oh and thank you again, Filene's for never giving me more hours even though I practially beg anyone who has the power to do so.
Will I even have enough money to do anything with when Antony and I go to look at colleges and later go back to Whitby with him? I doubt it. I'm slightly tempted to just say "Fuck it" to the entire thing all together.
I hate retail.
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I'm sorry if my thoughts seem stupid and fragmented. I'm averaging about 5 hours of sleep for two days.