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europe
Hey, let's cross the sea ( Read more... ) -
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tonight on a five hour midnight bus ride from granada to madrid i got a lot of thinking in. for some reason i couldn´t sleep much, which is weird because i´m normally the first one to pass out in any situation, so i just let my mind wander. and i came to the conclusion that i feel like my life effectively stopped two years ago. obviously i knew ( Read more... ) -
el rompimiento
I don´t think I will ever date someone again who doesnt speak english ( Read more... ) -
the story so far
So here I am, in Madrid. Flopped down on my bed without a bedframe, in the piso that I can´t wait to move out from, and feeling wholly unsettled, to be honest. Eating Reece´s Pieces, a purchase from the airport in Philadelphia a month and a half ago that I managed to hold off opening for quite some time... and now, since they don´t sell those in ( Read more... ) -
l´shana tovah
happy rosh hashana. this is a really hard day.
i just want to remember and remember but i just want to forget and forget.
it´s hard to move forward... personally, emotionally, intellectually.... when the only thing you want is to move backward 2 years and never budge again. -
Old diary entries
9-17-01 ( Read more... ) -
AHHHHHHHHHH
holy shit
i'm moving to spain in 18 days
holy shit sholy hit
things are finally starting to come together. there are only 18 days left to screw things up. keeping fingers crossed....... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH -
so stoooooked
it´s 4:30 AM, I´m kind of sick and coughed myself awake but can´t go back to sleep, and am SOOOO EXCITED right now about the move to spain, AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I can´t freakin believe it´s like a month and a half away. deeeeefinitely going to have to have a nervous breakdown or 12 before this one´s over. -
post fourth of july thoughts
July 23 makes six years I've had this journal. SIX EFFIN YEARS. I need to go back and do some reviewing ( Read more... ) -
visas
dear spanish consulate ( Read more... )