today was one of those days where i woke up and asked myself
how the hell did i get here
what am i supposed to do next
how did i last five days without my voice
and how did it come backkk

robarb says
keep making love
and stop listening to george michael

yesterday ( Read more... )

so elizabeth showed me this email i sent her in june 2003 and it was something like
I was going to rape him but he didn't look at me so i couldn't. toodles
xoxo eva
and it is so reassuring to know i havent changed at all in a years time.

listening to 80s music late at night is a secret passion of mine
sh dont tell anyone
excuse me while i spin right round baby right round like a record baby

the workings of my brain will never make sense to me
its so hard to predict what will be going on even a week from now
i find someone im really into and have a lot of fun talkgn to
and then i clam up around them
and now its probably like
meeeeeaaaaaahhhhhhh
the end

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on my belated birthday i got a wonderful hug from russel and lise.
had the best jazz lesson of my life
messing with a melody i wrote
45 minutes of improv
latin tunes
and learning a shit load
and squishing my eyebrows together more than i ever thought possible in a music lesson

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anticipation is a killer
waiting to go to dark star
coldness seems to last forever
and im anticipating the black room
of hot bodies twirling to the music

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