So here I am sitting by my lonesome. Watching a good ol' Spaghetti Western classic. Reeling in the sweet bliss of being off of work, very tired. Going to start ToGo on Monday. Going to sleep real deep tonight. Going to paint up something fierce tomorrow. My head is shaved. I have nothing to do tomorrow. Need to go to A.C. Moore and buy some Linseed ( Read more... )

I'm watching The Girl Next Door, I don't think it is the movie to best to suit my mood. The good guy wins in this one. I don't feel much like a winner. Nor a good guy. More or less a horrible one. Maybe if I moved tomorrow things would get better for everyone. I think they would. They would. Things would become more simple, for everyone else. ( Read more... )

I'm going to learn a lot this year. Not much social interaction in my classes, more or less a little bit of uncomfort. But nothing I won't get over. I've taken a look around the school, all I see for the most part is ugly. I want to stand up and slit the school's neck. Bleed it of all the impurities it holds. Things are confusing, and wonderful, ( Read more... )

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I feel like I could leave tomorrow and everything would go on just fine without me, when I would be broken hearted. I suppose I am just real lonely today. I feel abandoned. Like nothing needs me. I think there are some things that do, but not as much as I need them. It's really hard. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to do.

I don't want to be here ( Read more... )

today was going to be such a good day. so much to look forward to. i had hope for today.
the day just committed suicide.

I hath recieved my Drivers License.

I'm moving to Texas in the spring. I have no say so ( Read more... )