agitation!
my neighbors are irritating (they are new tenants renting a house from the end of this summer).
they are having a little party get together (not too loud or anything) but one of the people used our wall as a urinal. asshat. they also have annoying dogs that bark at me whenever i go to the garage (our garage has no connection from the main house so i have to take the outside entrace). it's really annoying. i hope they get loud and annoying so i can call the cops, or maybe i will feed chocolate to their dogs. yes, i don't care if that makes me a douchebag (i probably won't do it), but i just don't like college kids that party. i don't like a lot of people. ever since i was a kid and i lived in a place where there were tons of signs around that said, "no peeing allowed" scrawled in big letters on the wall, i've disliked people who piss like dogs on the street. it's excusable if you're in the forest or "out in the wild," but shit! you make yourself look like a dog. i was watching a UFC match earlier, and i thought the fighters were just like dogs. i saw one particular fighter who just downed an opponent in the first minute of the match, and he was just jumping around like a show-off. stupid retard.
there is also a truck on my neighbor's driveway with big tires that has dirt all over it, like they went offroading, and there's lots of fresh dirt that has fallen off . a few houses down the road there is a house that is for sale; its lawn has two giant tire tracks on it, extending to the driveway. i might sound accusing, but i'm just trying to put two and two together... (as in, "my neighbor ran over the lawn of the house that's for sale"). i will probably leave them a passive-aggressive note in their mailbox. or egg one of their cars.
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my grandma is in the hospital right now, she's been there for a week due to complications from her dialysis (peritonitis, gall bladder infection). i don't like the hospital much. i stayed with her with my cousins the entire night last night and in the morning her IV insert leaked, after from some several attempts to get her blood drawn (blood drawing/IV insertion in her left arm is prohibited due to a mastectomy she hadin 1991), so right now her right arm is just bruised and poked to oblivion and really swollen. she hasn't eaten anything solid in the past few days and she's starting to say funny stuff and thought she was getting discharged tonight so she could fix her new apartment (she doesn't have one). i don't know what's going to happen to her... she's 84 years old and her knees are real weak and so and so...
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i just forgot that the bluegrass festival in SF was today (yesterday?) as well as the COCOROSIE show. ahhhhhhh shittt ... :(
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now i feel sad and miserable and shitty and useless. maybe i will go watch some spongebob. spongebob is the only thing i like. ever. and banjos and accordions. and non-douchebags.
they are having a little party get together (not too loud or anything) but one of the people used our wall as a urinal. asshat. they also have annoying dogs that bark at me whenever i go to the garage (our garage has no connection from the main house so i have to take the outside entrace). it's really annoying. i hope they get loud and annoying so i can call the cops, or maybe i will feed chocolate to their dogs. yes, i don't care if that makes me a douchebag (i probably won't do it), but i just don't like college kids that party. i don't like a lot of people. ever since i was a kid and i lived in a place where there were tons of signs around that said, "no peeing allowed" scrawled in big letters on the wall, i've disliked people who piss like dogs on the street. it's excusable if you're in the forest or "out in the wild," but shit! you make yourself look like a dog. i was watching a UFC match earlier, and i thought the fighters were just like dogs. i saw one particular fighter who just downed an opponent in the first minute of the match, and he was just jumping around like a show-off. stupid retard.
there is also a truck on my neighbor's driveway with big tires that has dirt all over it, like they went offroading, and there's lots of fresh dirt that has fallen off . a few houses down the road there is a house that is for sale; its lawn has two giant tire tracks on it, extending to the driveway. i might sound accusing, but i'm just trying to put two and two together... (as in, "my neighbor ran over the lawn of the house that's for sale"). i will probably leave them a passive-aggressive note in their mailbox. or egg one of their cars.
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my grandma is in the hospital right now, she's been there for a week due to complications from her dialysis (peritonitis, gall bladder infection). i don't like the hospital much. i stayed with her with my cousins the entire night last night and in the morning her IV insert leaked, after from some several attempts to get her blood drawn (blood drawing/IV insertion in her left arm is prohibited due to a mastectomy she hadin 1991), so right now her right arm is just bruised and poked to oblivion and really swollen. she hasn't eaten anything solid in the past few days and she's starting to say funny stuff and thought she was getting discharged tonight so she could fix her new apartment (she doesn't have one). i don't know what's going to happen to her... she's 84 years old and her knees are real weak and so and so...
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i just forgot that the bluegrass festival in SF was today (yesterday?) as well as the COCOROSIE show. ahhhhhhh shittt ... :(
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now i feel sad and miserable and shitty and useless. maybe i will go watch some spongebob. spongebob is the only thing i like. ever. and banjos and accordions. and non-douchebags.