weight issues

Apr 28, 2006 17:27

very down right now
why?
Because i just came home the week before exams, so basically the whole freshman year has gone by....
why am i mad though..
you know that thing they call freshman 15? but most people get freshman 30
ya well i was totally not gonna get it, 
then i fucking slacked. 
i weighed myself. 
total gain, 18.5 pounds. 
im super pissed off right ( Read more... )

fuck food

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shellybell87 April 28 2006, 19:55:41 UTC
it's called 'filling out' my dear friend.....don't worry you are becoming a woman....women are roundish soft and lovely...girls are pointy jagged and too skinny.....dont' worry the boys love it and if they don't they will once they fill out :) My sister went through the same thing.....then she became curvier after gaining some weight...so don't worry about a thing :)

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mo_8_me April 28 2006, 23:42:54 UTC
ya, but i just don't feel comfortable with myself anymore, i thought i didn't feel comfy b4 his, but now wow.....i mean UGH. im so freaking self consious and i wish i wasn't. well its bed time in my OWN bed...williams called me and asked if i would come by school on monday...i said sure...do you guys have class that day? bc i wanna come during class time... see ya soon hopefully !! ! : )

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shellybell87 April 29 2006, 11:41:11 UTC
we have class first period on tuesday i think becasue monday is an A day

and i can understand self-consciousness....the only thing you can do for that is buy some new clothes that make you look fabulous! And if you do that you can feel like a Diva haha :) just don't worry about it....the way you see yourself is definately NOT how other people see you you know?

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sheguitarfiend April 29 2006, 18:25:14 UTC
I love you Moco!!!!! When are you home??

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