I hate that I sometimes actually alot of times can think at work about my life and reflect upon it. You know I am starting to consider that this my depressional journal. I think that I do a pretty good job hiding stress and shitty stuff that makes me angry at work and school. I try not to give people my sob stories if I can help it. It makes me ( Read more... )

Things I want to get from the Library: ABBA (Washington), The Tenant of Wildfell Hall(R)dvd, Across the Universe CD (R), Hairspray CD (R), Hair (R ( Read more... )

I am listening to showtunes on the aol radio. I like it. Recently, I got [Title of Show] from itunes which I am most currently in love with, because I am really big fan of harmonies, funny songs,and so to say meaningful lyrics. The Candide Overture is playing right now which I am a big fan of. I wish I could compose music like this. I wish I could ( Read more... )

I have just auditioned for my second musical...Im not expecting much,I'm horrible...no I am not down on myself for being horrible and I dont actually believe that of myself because I know I am better than horrible at least. And I thought I did much better than my last audition because I didnt yodel rather I sang far out of my octive and didnt ( Read more... )

I was just thinking...who hasn't thought about what they wanted to try to become and never make it...or do make it and it turns out something way different than they thought it was. I have a lot of vampires. There are many things I want to become, want to do with my life. I just wish I would do them ( Read more... )

Just like every fucking year...when I move away I am only inviting mom and elliot to my house/apartment to celebrate the holidays. We are going to have a real bitching time without you, because you suck.
Thanks DAD

1. last beverage→ milk ( Read more... )

Of 2008 ( Read more... )

Fuck me...I should have gone to the U of M I am paying as much as they do right now. And what do I get for it....fucking easy classes and a "2" year degree in medical assisting where I will only make like $10-15 a week. Fuck them...Well at least I have a job to help pay it off and I probably will have a job right out of college unlike some. I am ( Read more... )

I was tagged to write about 16 facts habits or what not on my facebook. I would be willing to put them on there, but I don't want to be judged on the facts of these by family, coworkers or friends because it would seem weird. So I made them here ( Read more... )