You call me to tell me not to talk to you or hang out with you, then you go and write me a letter over LiveJournal. I went out with you Friday night because it seemed like a good idea. You complain you have no one to go out with and I really did think this could be a good opportunity for you to get out and see/meet some new faces. I went out FOR YOU. Not as a favor, but as a friend. I feel like I should've known it wouldn't work, but I was optimistic. You told me before going into Pepe's, "No matter what happens the rest of the night....I just want you to know I had a good time. I really didn't think I would, but I am." That made me so happy to hear, because I was too. We were being friends, not fighting over stupid stuff, and actually talking like friends. It meant a lot
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I didn't "ditch" you in pepe's. You were trying to dance all up on me and kinda drunk and I didn't want that. We went out to find other people....you dancing with me all night solves nothing. I went up on the box to get out of the hot crowd and away from that one creepy guy. I was up there for a while and then I noticed Mike had moved RIGHT by me. So I said hi. Me not being a bitch led to us actually talking again. I can't say that's something I regret, even if it goes nowhere. I don't want to hate anyone and I won't have to be scared to see him out. I didn't think a "hi" would lead anywhere, but it did. I had no intentions, so don't think everything was a plot in my head. The only intentions I had were for you to not be seen around me and let you do your own thing cuz you're not gonna find a girl with me around you. That was honestly the only scheme I had.
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I didn't "ditch" you in pepe's. You were trying to dance all up on me and kinda drunk and I didn't want that. We went out to find other people....you dancing with me all night solves nothing. I went up on the box to get out of the hot crowd and away from that one creepy guy. I was up there for a while and then I noticed Mike had moved RIGHT by me. So I said hi. Me not being a bitch led to us actually talking again. I can't say that's something I regret, even if it goes nowhere. I don't want to hate anyone and I won't have to be scared to see him out. I didn't think a "hi" would lead anywhere, but it did. I had no intentions, so don't think everything was a plot in my head. The only intentions I had were for you to not be seen around me and let you do your own thing cuz you're not gonna find a girl with me around you. That was honestly the only scheme I had.
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