This weekends been fun. On friday, I hung out with josh for the night. That was really fun. We just went to the pet store, and then went back to my house and watched movies. And then Jeremy called, and he was like WHY ARE YOU HANGING OUT WITH HER!!!? made me feel kinda bad..haha..oh well..yeaaaaaah when we were at a stop sign, I was looking at this ( Read more... )

Today pretty much sucked. It was so boring. Classes suck. Im starting to feel sad in my classes. I dunno why though. Chris wasnt on the bus either. darn! But yeah. I got home, and my mom and I had another talk. My mom was telling me about how I had to go see a councler, and just all this stuff. She also told me that my councler at school, will be ( Read more... )

So last night, and today werent so good. My mom came down last night, checked my wrists, and saw that I did some new cuts. They arent even big. She started yelling at me, saying im not going to see my friends for like 2 months, and im going to the hospital, and I wasnt going to school. Well I went to school. I got home, and my mom and I had a talk ( Read more... )

The party last night was fun. Someone brought some alcohol, and some people got a little drunk..haha that was funny. I finally got to smoke again, and dani wanted me to give this guy head..and I was just like uhhh NO! I hope larissa had a good time, cause it was kinda for her..yeah..Rachells coming over today! yay ( Read more... )

So Friday, I went to a party thing for Nikki up at the bowling place, and Rachell came. While were bowling, these drunks are in the lane next to us. Holy shit, these people were REALLY drunk. It was so funny. One of them, walked over to our thing, and was trying to enter his name in the thing..and i was just like what the fuck are you doing?! and ( Read more... )

Things just keep getting worse by the second. : (

Oh my my my! Today was okay, if I could I would go back and change some things though. *shrugs* We had this speaker guy today, and that was pretty fun. He was black so he was kinda ghetto and he kept making us go HOLLA!! But it was pretty funny cause my school is like all preppy rich fucks, with not a lot of diversity..so it was just fun watching ( Read more... )

Things are all better with me and Rachell ( Read more... )

Having friend troubles. Really sad. Dunno what to do, I dont even know why im feeling the way I am. *sighs*

Im thinkin of cuttin my hair this weekend..

Hung out with skip, michelle and rachell tonight. It was very fun, we just drove around, went to the library, got coffee, went to skips house and yeaaaah..My little crush on skip is coming back, and I dunno what to do about it *sigh* Sometimes I wish I was just really pretty, like born naturally pretty..theres this girl in my civics class, and I ( Read more... )