I'm back.

2:08 AM, Santa Fe Inn, Winnemucca, Nevada. Population 7,174. 8.3 square miles. 40°58′6″N 117°43′36″W ( Read more... )

So, as much as I'd like to live alone next year I'm probably gonna need a roommate. Anybody know anyone who doesn't have a housing situation arranged?

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Leaving for California tomorrow morning.

fuck i feel awful. i think maybe i'm going through withdrawal from the vicodin or something. i feel like i'm gonna through up. i don't have any energy. i feel like a zombie.
i don't have any serlf esteem. i feel inadquate and worthless. fuck all this shit. i can't fucking handle it. i want to go back to how i was before.

I'm getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow, so if I don't answer my phone or anything for the next couple of days it's because I'm whacked out on valium and percocet.

20 hours of driving later, I am home.

Call me.

This has been a terrible, fucking awful week. Unspeakable. I feel like I can't escape, and I feel like every day is something new, everyday someone else turns against me or stops talking to me or acts hostile towards me. I don't have anyone or anything left here and basically I feel worthless. Invisable. I don't know how I'm going to make it ( Read more... )

( yeah )