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[mocha_chica35]

long update warningI made it to Blacksburg. It's three in the morning. I have a head ache. Ugh, it's pitiful when you have to go to the next door neighboor's bathroom...just because you're scared of your brother's bathroom. I would know. I think I'm the only one awake...maybe Chris is awake. I'm scared to find out. I don't get nervous around anyone

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[_xfallentearsx_]

Ummm..Ambyr
Thanks..I told You I Was happy for You and Don't Listen To What Other Ppl Have Said. I Never Said For You To Break Up W/Kyle.
Apparently U Just Like Sam Better...Thanx,

I still Love You

*Mary*

[mocha_chica35]

* No I was just talkin' about the people in my class...I told you that today. *

* Love you, too? *

[_xbambamx_]

ambyr your not the first one to fall in love with Downtown Blacksburg Virginia...I guess you could say ive loved it over and over and over again seeing that one day that will be my home town..i cant wait...well i hope you have a good time at practice..i know i would!!!...lol...well g2g to my lil cousin's b-day party..oh what joy of a headache that will bring
casey

[mocha_chica35]

* Yeah downtown Blacksburg is awesome. I've memorized every corner of that awesome place. And NO FAIR I'm living there!!! I can't live in the same town with someone who's originated from Pound. Hahaha just kidding Cashee!! Hmmm believe me...I know what it's likes...good luck, beef!! ;o). *
* I ush oo, Cashee!! *
-- ambyr --

[_mi411_]

I haven't told u to break up with Kyle!!!!!! Oh and ONE QUESTION???? On your journal on march 25 it says a.d.s-n-r.d.m.
YOU LIED TO ME!!!! U dated him didn't you!!!!! You were probably dating him when u were trying to get Garrith!!! NO!!! U should've told me amb's I would've understood........ U can't lye your way out of it this time.. Mary was telling the truth wasn't she??? when she said you were dating him????? I am NOT mad that you dated him, just that you lied to me and then wrote all that crap about me deserving the WORLD for what I've done 4 u in the past. U had MY world and probably dumped him for KYLE!! How could you do that to him amb's........ how could you do that to ME????What makes it worse is that U SWORE to me that you was NOT dating him. just tell me why in the world u lied to me????? I would've understood, I'm just mad that u LIED!!
(I'm sorry, if I'm jumping 2 conclusions but i just need to get my feelings out.)

[mocha_chica35]

* Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Ooooh my gosh!! Okai, well...you didn't tell me to break up with Kyle but you did say some pretty mean things about him. And you shouldn't jump to conclusions, sweety...that'll get ya in major trouble one day haha. If you're wondering why I'm laughing it's what you said about oh my gosh..I can barely say it. You said I had "your world." Holy crap!! How could you say that when you like 45 million other guys other than him?!?!?! My point is you could say Ryan is your world and someone would date them and you'd get mad...but then all of a sudden someone could date...oh...say Chris Mullins and you'd say the same thing. See what I mean? Hahahahaha. *

[_mi411_]

I wish u'd just shut ur freakin' mouth. I want to be friends with u ambs but how can I when u lie 2 MY FACE, and swear things that aren't true. I know you lied 2 me about dating Ryan and that u lied yesterday too. Oh, and "sweety" I wasn't jumping 2 conclusions, I just made it look that way. LYING is what'll get YOU into trouble with friends and life so you need to Stop. I wasn't jumping to conclusions and knew u were lying AGAIN 2 my face yesterday, because 5 or more people have told me that U dated him and that u told them u did. and all that stuff bout Garrith and Kyle I was told something about that but changed it a little to make it LOOK like i was jumping to conclusions. and guess what it WORKED

[_mi411_]

Tell me something, If Ryan WASN'T my WORLD then why do I spend MOST of my extra time with a note book writing his name OVER, and OVER, and OVER

[anonymous]

BOTH OF YOU!

im gettin sick and tired of this fighting and frankly u CAN'T tell casey to stay out of it. the only reason u told him to stay out is because u BOTH know he's right! i don't mean to sound hateful because i love u both but PLEASE take casey's advice.

and to casey:good luck being a guidence counsler!

[_mi411_]

tell me something. okay I want things to be right between me and ambs but i don't no if they ever will be again little "Ambyr never liked u anyway" person. Partly because of that, and that she lied. I'll 4give her if she tells me truth and maybe even be4 then, I don't know. I wish I wouldn't have said all of those horrible things about her I was soo mad a u(whoever you are) that I was taking my anger out by callin her really bad stuff, and sayin stuff I shouldn't have. I SORRY amb's. I didn't mean it, honestly, I was just blowing off steam. I took it out on the wrong person. I'M REALLY SORRY!! I hope amb's can 4give me for sayin that stuff. Maybe I misunderstood the whole situation, but the person that told me She dated Ryan, which made me realize she lied to me, I trust that person with my life. But maybe that person misuderstood what Amb's had told her. Maybe the 4 or 5 other people misunderstood too, i don't know what to believe anymore!! this argument between me and Amb's has put me through soo much lately I don't think she'll

[mocha_chica35]

Okai...Steph. You've been one of my best friends practically all my life. And you want to know the story? THERE IS NO STORY! People Lie. Proven fact. And in this case people ganged up on me to lie about me and there's nothing I can do to help that except tell you the truth...which I did...and you don't believe me. I never dated Ryan and I never will for as long as you like him. I'm not that kind of friend. And thanks to what you said about me and the fact that you believed those lies...I'm not sure if I could be friends with you. I want to so badly but I need a friend who believes ME and not other people. If that makes sense. I'm sorry for what's happened lately and it's driving me crazy. I've cried up and down this whole week and it's all because I thought I was losing a friend. But if you can't believe me...well, what kind of friendship is that?

[brays_aunt]

OK Ambyr. I'm only saying this on 1 basis that what I replied to the 1st time wasn't you. If yuo didn't say all those things then I'm truly sorry I blamed you for them. But I (and stephanie) had reasons we thought that it was you, but that doesn't matter we just need to get through this. Ambyr I know I should have never got myself in the middle of all this, but I'm not the only one. Noone but you and Stephanie should be in this. Am I right. Noone told me to apologize, I just am because I love you. So try to forget about it all, I know it's not that easy, but I don't want to worry about all of this my whole Easter Break. I'm sure you don't either. Love and Sorry Kala Wallace