I've Missed Y'all

[mochara]

Mi gente, mi gente, mi gente! What's the deal? I have really been slacking on writing in my journal lately. It isn't intentional but it just seems like it's never the right time cuz there's always so much going on. But I'm here today....feeling good......smelling good (as Maria would say lol)......looking good. I'm not one to brag but I look

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[trigga]

hey mayn.... that was really good... goooood...

lol sorry... i had a bruce almighty moment. but f'real, that was deep.

ps - love sux

[mochara]

lol I haven't seen Bruce Almighty yet but I want to.

But thank you for your compliment......glad u liked it.

ps- yes love does suck......big time

whoa

[erbalurbal]

that was really good.

back to sanity
back to happiness
back to me

Im feelin that. I been there

and yes love is a fukked up emotion

Re: whoa

[mochara]

Why thank you.
Yes, love is a messed (you know I can't say the "f" word anymore lol) up situation. There are just some places you'd rather not visit again......love is crazy. Maybe one day things will change for the better and people will actually treat you right. One can only hope......

WOW!!

[anonymous]

God damn Mochara..that was beautiful!!!As in..not the content...but the way you wrote it, know what i mean? Oh wow..i DIGGED it!!! :-)
Im sorry i read, but man i luv anything like poetry so i couldnt walk past not reading it!!
I could highlight so many parts but...

"I allowed you to get the best of me
In gaining you I lost myself
I promised I'd never let
Anyone have that power over me"---oweeeeeeeeee...memories!!!Damn,damn,DAYUM!!

"I'm tired of you
Confusing me
Abusing me
Using me
So guess what.....you're losing me"--oh man...straight on!!!

But yo girl, that was REALLY tight!!!:-)
Oh and yeah...love(all different forms of it) sucks!

Peace out,
*Nk*

P.S.: Did you get my e-mail?

Re: WOW!!

[mochara]

Thank you NK! I'm glad you liked it. Yes girl love will drive you nuts!

And I got your email and I'm sorry I haven't written you back....I'll get around to it, I promise!

And you're welcome to read my journal any time so don't apologize! :) I appreciate you taking the time to do so! TTY soon!

[akfancherbear]

You been holding out on me...lol
man, girl I loved reading your words....
I was fooled by
That smile....that kiss
Those eyes.....those lies
I looked into your eyes
Searching for what you held inside
I saw honesty, trust, passion
A closer look revealed that
Those weren't your feelings at all
They were reflections of my own
^
/ that got me....

[mochara]

lol Nah I haven't been holding out.....I just have trouble expressing myself so I don't do it often. And when I do, I usually keep it to myself. This is just the tip of the iceberg of all the emotions I've experienced and feel passionate about. Maybe I will continue to write because when I do, it makes it feel like a weight has been lifted. Like I finally got stuff off of my chest.

And yeah that part you posted is so important. It's like you look at someone, you see what you WANT to see....what you HOPE is there. When all the while that wasn't really the case. Glad you felt me on that.

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[akfancherbear]

Yeah i felt you...caused me to take a look at myself and what's going on wit me...ya know

[mochara]

I know exactly what you mean.......glad it helped.

[crazyboo]

MOchara girl I REALLY LIKED THAT!!!
especially:

I allowed you to get the best of me
In gaining you I lost myself
I promised I'd never let
Anyone have that power over me

thank you for posting this

[mochara]

Thank you! I'm glad you read it and enjoyed it.

And ur welcome for me posting it! :)