the santisima muerte candle
anonymous
May 21 2008, 13:36:14 UTC
hi there. once upon a time, baby nathan was a 15 year old basket case. Doctor so-and-so called him bipolar, but said he wasnt so far down the rabbit hole medicine was necessary. the nathan boy would just be up and down random, with quicker recovery time back to neutral than most diagnosed with it. bleh. im sorry for things happening to you. getting away is good for stabilizing your insides. i just inherited an amazing rundown beach house in baja. you should look up san felipe if you plan on going into mexico. its pretty and quiet with a billion seashells to steal early in the morning. i was just there and touched an octopuss. i dont do much these days, besdies pay rent, pet my cats and walk around the hills barefoot killing rattlesnakes. take care of yourself.
try to avoid topamax- it's nicknamed stupamax for a reason. i'm still having trouble with math and while i was on it, it actually made me crave drugs more. it also makes food taste totally different and so a lot of time you will forget to eat. another side effect that i hated was it would make my hands go numb
ok so i kind of liked that side effect. later in my scripts i started using it for fun, joking that i needed to be "stabilized" and taking up to 600mgs. only i would find a way to abuse my mood stabilizer
my doctor is string me on 200mg of something. i can' remember what it is right now. kinda stoned/drunk. um but it starts with a "t" but i don't think it's topamax. at least i hope not if those are the side affects. anywho, i'm trying it tonight. so we'll see.
my doctor is really chill. she has paintings by an ex-heroin addict friend on her walls, they re nuts. but i'm wandering..she said she just wanted to stabize me then take me off slowly in order to switch to a more holistic/natural approach.
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it also makes food taste totally different and so a lot of time you will forget to eat. another side effect that i hated was it would make my hands go numb
ok so i kind of liked that side effect. later in my scripts i started using it for fun, joking that i needed to be "stabilized" and taking up to 600mgs. only i would find a way to abuse my mood stabilizer
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my doctor is really chill. she has paintings by an ex-heroin addict friend on her walls, they re nuts. but i'm wandering..she said she just wanted to stabize me then take me off slowly in order to switch to a more holistic/natural approach.
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i refused medication.
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also, i need to stop acting out/self-medicating so much...
so i figured i'd try it out.
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i just didn't really want balance.
don't really want balance.
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