5 days in...

[modify_my_fate]

i don't know how else to put it except... I'm extrememly unhappy.

Now, it's getting worse by the day. I'm so lonely here. I am truly sad.
College sucks. San Diego sucks. California sucks.

It's been a really tough day for me.

Comments

[girlsgothergun]

california does suck. i lived there for 6 months, lost 60 pounds, hated my life, and picked up a bunch of compulsions that never existed before i moved there.

im sorry for ever being a bitch about you/disliking you. you're a really nice girl.

[modify_my_fate]

thank you

[untitled__]

girl i HATED college the first few months. give it time. get out there. everyone is new and you expect to have relationships like you did back home but you cant. relationships from back home took years to develop and you have ony been there what? a week? it is so lonely and sad but it gets better every day. go out, have fun, meet people GET A FACEBOOK (facebook.com) dont give up or you will continue to be miserable. trust me on this. you are in the dorms and that is the raddest way to meet people. pretent you dont have a stapler and go next door to borrow one and talk to your neighbors. everyone is meeting evereyone. hang in there girl, you are awesome and you will find people soon and the lonliness will be gone. my screen name is BKNELVR if you need to talk
miss you girl

[modify_my_fate]

no i'm the only new one. everyone was here last semester. ha, that's why it's so hard for me.
and i know all the girls on my floor, but there's only 7 of them...so yeah
thanks though...i'm trying.

<3

[truextoxmyself]

The best thing to do is hang out with really hot duders, so come hang out with me and my friends.

the end.

hey

[octoberinvegas]

hey things get better after you meet more people and actually want to hangout with them for more then 10 minutes...so you know it might take a couple of weeks...but you'll find someone...and if that dosent work i'll come and live under your bed.....

[dizzeerascal]

For real, you have got to build a foundation, and then all your friends can backstab you and then you can backstab them and thusly form alliances which create new friend groups, which springboard into meeting many people a day if you choose so.

Or just start smoking a ton of pot and only socialize with people worth your time. Which is what I do.

[modify_my_fate]

i wish, but i go to a catholic school and cant do it in my room, and it's too much energy to go all the way to my car and drive off campus just to get stoned