ok long time no entry.sorry guys alot of shit has just gone down. well u know that i went to a shelter right, well i was living with a friend for about 3 weeks and she became my best friend, her name, Patty Gatenmayer, shes totally opposite from me in looks but personality wise we are just alike. Me and stephen broke up because he is in love with a ( Read more... )

well not alot has changed
i still fall for shitty guys..
whats new.
nothing.

well i am now dating stephen sciarrino.. i have a bf. i really like him. i like him more than ANY one ive ever met, its so fucking weird. when im with him i cant keep my hands off of him, he always like "god why are u so horny?" i go idk im never like this. hes so good to me, UNLIKE ANYONE of the others, i just met him about a week ago but i know i ( Read more... )

he looks at me with tenderness
and all my emotions turn into one giant mess
he touches me
i begin to melt into puddles of mercury
dont leave me here
dont ever

sry i havent written lately life has been hell, i moved up to a childrens shelter about a week ago for a week adn then i have been home now since sat. life is different, i live down stairs and i go where ever i want when ever i want, they no longer care. mmm... i met 2 guys they r both named steven. steven canizio and steven sciarrino. it took me a ( Read more... )

well shit went down...again i got kicked out of my house bc my mom and randy found a black in my bathroom and then that esculated to them telling me that i hint that they are cheating on eachother all the time (which i dont!) and then they were like "well you are sleeping on the porch tonight bc i dont want you in my house" so she walked out of my ( Read more... )

not much has gone on lately sorry i havent updated recently but i guess i have just had other things on my mind...like hmwk! so yes i still love boys and i am going crazy over like 5 diff ones...ill go more into detail later~
IM LOVING YOU GUYS!

mmm i had the worst freakin day on thurs. i went to school like a normal day when graci came to me and was like my grampa is gone and he gave me his keys so we decided to find thomas to take us home to my house bc it was 7:45 and her grampa was leaving at 9 and no one was supposed to be home at my house. so we got to my house and my lil brother, ( Read more... )

nothing new happened today, i found out fud likes me back, but im afraid to take it any further bc i am afraid ill hurt him and i care to much for him as a person. so idk. i am very bored and lonely today and Sully i will take ur advice about fucking people getting me down! love you mucho!

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