it's been a long time...

[modilicious]

wow.... this feels weird. i haven't posted in such a long time. lost of stuff has come and gone. some good and some bad. I miss Bradenton and it's drama. My sister keeps me up-to-date on the good shit. and this week.... there was some gooooood shit. FIRST OFF... what the hell were you thinking? im sure that this comment knows where it is directed.

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[emo_sleeper]

I fucked up, I know that. I obviously wasnt thinking at all. But this is between me and Niki. If I could go back I would in a second, I love nicole more than you know, if i had ever anticipated how it would effect her I wouldnt have done it. All i can say to her is im sorry, i know i fucked up, and please forgive me, friends are more inportant to me than anything, if you dont have them than waht do you have? I have talked to nicole and we are dealing with what I did, she is a better person that i am obvisouly, so now i am jsut hoping to gain back her friendship and trust. Just thought i would let you know that because i dont think this kind of stuff needs to be dealt with on LJ, but obviously nobody else feels the same way i do.

[modilicious]

im not dealing with anything i am not involved, as i stated before, nor do i wish to get involved. I simply posted the previous entry for my sister's sake.. NOT YOURS. i love my sister and i felt sorry for her and in a way i wanted her to know how i felt. I have every right to post however i feel. LJ is not a place to stir up drama, but it is a place to vent... a place to speak your mind. and that is simply what i did. we can only learn from our mistakes and i am not perfect either. thanks