First things first i dont' know when the last time i updated was but i know a lot has happened since ( Read more... )

well i'm in between shifts at work so i decided to be productive and chill in the library. So last night was cool i finally met a bunch of my gf's friends. Its weird for her cause all of her friends are straight i don't know i can't explain. It was good though i think they liked me and i had a good time and stuff, especially cause i got to spend ( Read more... )

I really suck at updating this thing however i do read my friends lj entries on a regular basis I don't know i guess i'm just an update slacker. I figure however its september and the start of a new school year so i should start it off with an update ( Read more... )

I cannot sleep I must write. It comes to a point where you just gotta let it all out and i'm at that point so here it goes. P.S read at your own discretion i'm writing to let it all out so if i offend anyone in the process i appoligize now...or aka... I don't give a damn if you read it and are offended screw you !!!!!!!!!! Can we tell that i'm in a ( Read more... )

So yeah a fri night it was it was that's pretty much what i have to say. Needless to say random making out with girl....at 4am usually i try and be good but man sometimes accidents happen. Seriously though i am feeling bad because i randomly hooked up with this girl except it really wasn't random however it prob wasn't one of my wisest decisions in ( Read more... )

Lets see god only knows what i have or have not written about since the last time i wrote in this thing. I use to write in it religiously but that would mean i have the time which obviously i don't. Sorry for the bitter tone it is the drugs talking and yes there legal. Once again i spent my day in the hospital hooked up to tubes and breathing ( Read more... )

aggrevation uproar...I am so freakin pissed right now...........UHHHHHHHHHHH Girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrlllllllllllllllllssssssssssssss drive me crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! times 10. Seriously I know half of its my fault for even dealing with these immature people...but really consideration please...I hate worrying that my friends are dead ext ext ( Read more... )

I have no idea i just wanted to write so this is going to be a rambling LJ entry...Hmm the last month I don't even know when the last time was that I let everything all out...Lets see I haven't smoked a cigg in over a month now that is a pretty amazing accomplishment for me at least i wasn't even sure if i would ever have the will power to just ( Read more... )

Change, change, change, were to begin with this entry, so much has been going on and i've been trying to write for the last few weeks and I've been so busy that I haven't even got a chance to update and let out all of the stuff that's in my head. Speaking of which trying to write with two kids is a challenge. I am currently taking care of my nieces ( Read more... )

So it's christmas morning and everyone is sleeping sound but for some odd reason I am awake. I think it's cause i have an ear infection and it hurts like hell, but oh well it's still christmas. Last night was good diffent but good. We had christmas eve at my aunts for the first year ever. We normally have it at my gradmother's but she is getting ( Read more... )