Summarizing boyfriends: argue argue abuse ignore OH WAIT you deserve better i'm so sorry amends temporarily repeat.

FUCK FUCK FUCK

... yeah uh. My life sucks. D:

The end.

I'm at Ashley's right now. I guess she's not ignoring me anymore. Or never was ignoring me. Who knows?

I'm using LJ as my permanant place to vent.

If Ashley or TJ calls the other BABY or BABE or LOVE or HONEY one MORE FUCKING TIME, I'm wedging my head in the tirewell of a moving semi.

Why the fuck didn't -I- get a petname?

~mmmkay
So yesterday I was officially granted all rights to my car back to me. My new curfew is 10PM, which blows major hard ass but I guess it's better than.... nothing. My new mission is to find a new rearview mirror and get it paid off before the start of the new school year... which sucks, because all that hundreds of dollars in my bank account ( Read more... )

I keep telling myself what you told me. Live for myself, make my own happiness, be complete and whole because of ME, not because of someone else ( Read more... )

It's official. I'm now God's punching bag.

Have a bad day at work? Stressed out? Need to let it aaaaaall out?

Well, God, I have the PERFECT solution! :D

How about you make Morgan's life SUCK? Hahaha, that'd be fun!

Because HEAVEN FORBID, MORGAN GO A DAY WITHOUT BAD SHIT HAPPENING.

.. fuck you, God. D: Fuck you.

I'm never getting anywhere in life.
I'm at work and all I've done for an hour is browse facebook and post on LJ. D: that's what they get for giving a teenage girl an office of her own with a really, really nice computer ( Read more... )

.... Oh shit.

I work in an office FULL of HOMOPHOBES.

Greeeeeeeeat.

ITS OVER

Wow. What an eventful week and a half! o-o

Once again; more lessons to be learned, more experience for next time.

But the good thing? I didn't lose anyone and if anything, we have a stronger bond than ever.

How do you get someone very important to you to NOT kill themselves? I've made it very clear that they matter to me and that I'm here for them and I've done everything in my power to show that in not only words, but in my actions. I don't really know what else I can do... except maybe pray? I'm not religious but... if there IS someone up there, ( Read more... )