oh my goddddddddd

i miss EVERYONE

literally EVERYONE from home.

even people who were just kind of friends, or people i haven't talked to in over a year

i still miss them.

i almost can't wait to be back

my birthday is on monday

i'm really not looking forward to celebrating alone

but, i'm working all day and it's a holiday, so i get paid time and a half

so i guess thats like having a party...?

thanks con, for coming to see me
i really needed it

stop being (or trying to be) so elitest.

your fakeness shows.

so either cut it out, or find a better way to cover it up.

keep your agendas WIIIIIDEEEE open.

trust me.

deleted.

i need to hit the reset button

i guess i just can't believe it.

dissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

forgotten

Part of Speech: adjective
Definition: unremembered
Synonyms: 
abandoned, 
blanked out, 
blotted out, 
blown off, 
buried, 
bygone, 
clean forgot, 
disremembered, 
erased, 
gone, 
lapsed, 
left behind, 
left out, 
lost, 
obliterated, 
omitted, 
past, 
past recollection, 
repressed, 
suppressed, 
unrecalled, 
unremembered, 
unretained

i hate high school girls

i KNOW i was never like that.

so...

i hate high school girls from FLORIDA

other than that, everything is is fantastic

the past month(s) i have been feeling:

lonely
happy
nostalgic
hysterical
left out
avoided
excited
anxious
worried
comfortable
timid
loved
unloved
hated

so generally, i've been a mess.
i wish i didn't feel the need to mask myself.