Ode To Bipolar

Dec 12, 2003 11:47

I am 23, god that seems so old to me now. I was diagnosed when I was 14. I have gone through many a major life crisis. Most recently with my my husband of a year and a a half, and boyfriend for nearly 6 yrs, with whom I lived and supported, Would have let me die in the hospital alone and really did not care enough to pack up the weed, not the ( Read more... )

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eclypsia December 12 2003, 20:41:08 UTC
Anger feels so violent inside...happiness is more like sheer elation.

That study I was telling you about that my friend found in his psych book, also mentioned that these people had extreme emotions, and sometimes obsession.

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monkigirl December 14 2003, 06:03:25 UTC
A couple years ago, I would have called you crazy. But can you really blame the illness completely?

I guess I didn't realize how depressed you were this last few weeks, and I'm sorry for not seeing that. You're just so good at puting a smile on even when you're hurting inside. But haven't you always been? Is it really just the meds?

I hope this doesn't make you angry.. I just think you have more strength over your emotions than this post implies..

You have been more stable and I would say almost a different person lately. But then again, I am closer to you now than I really ever have been, so I really don't know. I guess I just question how much of your new found stability is medication and how much of it is just you being older and wiser..

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maybe I'm the reason why you feel you have to defend your illness..

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