old friends and new friends
So last year, when I moved back from Denver I started working at Sprint, and I sat next to this Kid named Joe, and His sister Shanti, Dee and Alex and we all became really really good friends. This came at a time in my when I needed them the most, where my heart was about to turn black. It was a fun job, and I was very very good at it, but due to A class circumstance and a manic decision that I was going to be a nurse (Hello I cannot do science nor math for SHIT) i Quit the job, but Joe and Alex and Shanti and I are still close, in fact Joe I call my brother, he and I are closer than my own brother and Alex is my gay boy friend
So I get my job back at sprint, and I'm late for my first day, not exactly good but the trainer is not there and I take the only seat available which is good, next to two young people who seem pretty kewl. Who's name happens to be Joe, and next to him is Christina. Joe just happens to be one of the kewlest people I have met in a very long time, he actually get me in trouble all the time cuz I laugh until I cannot breathe anymore. And he sings to me and knows every song in exinstance, he's gonna be a lawyer, and for some reason I have a feeling this guy and I are going to be friends for a really long time.
Christina, is Gay, she has really really long hair, and she is extremely pretty I think, and I dare to say, I'm pretty attracted to her, Oi, fearsome, yeah I know, and I think her and I were flirting Via text messaging today, we'll leave that for another day. cuz I don't even know how to process that one in my head.
But there are many many many more people in there that I get along with so well with and I have so much fun with, and I have been feeling pretty down about friends, and how they feel about me, and maybe Im not all the friend Im cracked up to be and depression and all this other stuff and I'm starting to feel better.
old friends and new friends ......
Today was really good, I was really tired because I did A LOT before work, but I sang " I don't know much, but I know I love you" in the middle of class with Joe. but I laughed, I talked about important things, I giggled, I learned, I accomlished, I worked hard, I got a long, and I also got phone calls and or tried to make phone calls and or Instant messages to everyone that matters to me because I want to still try to let people know that I love them, because I am still that person, that friend.
I may get stepped on, used, abused over and over, but in the end, I get to soak up all the love that I receive, when the other people to moan in the despairity of loneliness. And I will get depressed and sometimes I will hate all my friends, but I got calls from about 6 current friends 4 text messages and I called 2 and IM'd 3 and live journaled one so you know what...that's just people before this training class...that says I have a lot of love...
That says...through the storm there will be somebody to pick up the peices...just sometimes when Jennifer doesn't call me to hang out and hasnt callmed me since she got back into town and I get all PMS'ey and write a bitchy live journal post I'm aloud to cuz that's what this is for, *shrug*
So I get my job back at sprint, and I'm late for my first day, not exactly good but the trainer is not there and I take the only seat available which is good, next to two young people who seem pretty kewl. Who's name happens to be Joe, and next to him is Christina. Joe just happens to be one of the kewlest people I have met in a very long time, he actually get me in trouble all the time cuz I laugh until I cannot breathe anymore. And he sings to me and knows every song in exinstance, he's gonna be a lawyer, and for some reason I have a feeling this guy and I are going to be friends for a really long time.
Christina, is Gay, she has really really long hair, and she is extremely pretty I think, and I dare to say, I'm pretty attracted to her, Oi, fearsome, yeah I know, and I think her and I were flirting Via text messaging today, we'll leave that for another day. cuz I don't even know how to process that one in my head.
But there are many many many more people in there that I get along with so well with and I have so much fun with, and I have been feeling pretty down about friends, and how they feel about me, and maybe Im not all the friend Im cracked up to be and depression and all this other stuff and I'm starting to feel better.
old friends and new friends ......
Today was really good, I was really tired because I did A LOT before work, but I sang " I don't know much, but I know I love you" in the middle of class with Joe. but I laughed, I talked about important things, I giggled, I learned, I accomlished, I worked hard, I got a long, and I also got phone calls and or tried to make phone calls and or Instant messages to everyone that matters to me because I want to still try to let people know that I love them, because I am still that person, that friend.
I may get stepped on, used, abused over and over, but in the end, I get to soak up all the love that I receive, when the other people to moan in the despairity of loneliness. And I will get depressed and sometimes I will hate all my friends, but I got calls from about 6 current friends 4 text messages and I called 2 and IM'd 3 and live journaled one so you know what...that's just people before this training class...that says I have a lot of love...
That says...through the storm there will be somebody to pick up the peices...just sometimes when Jennifer doesn't call me to hang out and hasnt callmed me since she got back into town and I get all PMS'ey and write a bitchy live journal post I'm aloud to cuz that's what this is for, *shrug*