I should not have read this post before I start my Christmas day..
I'm sorry that I'm so scared that I push people away.. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone.. and I'm sorry that I had to be so sad last night that it made the night depressing
sorry if I made it seem like it was all your fault, it isn't. I mean break ups happen. Last night, I wrote this right after I had just gotten off the phone with ben, and he was pretty sad, and you know about the whole feeling people's pain n stuff. It's not your fault, and I'll stand by any choice you make, Ben and I made the pact at the begginning no matter what happend between him and you that we'd be friends, I just wanted to call him and make sure he knew he could talk to me about shit if he needed to.
Anyway, last night was depressing because all of us were depressed, at least thats what it seemed. I did have fun, I love you, I hope you had fun at your parents and I hope I didn't grinch your Christmas with my post. Call me layta smooch
I think my depression is what made you both feel depressed too. I didn't mean to make it seem that I thought you were blaming me. I was blaming myself and just wanted to apologize...
I feel so privileged and happy to be one of your girls! I wish I could have come by the other night... Tom was sicky and then I ended up feeling sicky and we just watched TV until 3 in the morning. hugs and love for you and for everyone...
Heheh it's okay, all you missed was about 4 hours of raunchy talk :) I think we're gonna go out for a girls night out this weekend though! let me know if you're in! I think Jen's got a babysitter! WooHoo!!!
My sister's gonna be in town, and we have no babysitter for her (Tom offered, bu she's very nervous about leaving Sarah with someone that neither she or Sarah knows all that well) so I'm gonna be doing the family thing with her. The 3rd, though, I was thinking, maybe?
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I'm sorry that I'm so scared that I push people away.. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone.. and I'm sorry that I had to be so sad last night that it made the night depressing
so much for holiday cheer.. :(
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Anyway, last night was depressing because all of us were depressed, at least thats what it seemed. I did have fun, I love you, I hope you had fun at your parents and I hope I didn't grinch your Christmas with my post. Call me layta smooch
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