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mogirl09

Last Night Continued...

Dec 27, 2003 01:20

Well I got a call from Christina inviting me to her yearly Christmas party...(Last year ended up playing strip poker and then blowing the transmission out of my car on purpose yeah I was REALLY drunk) but I didn't want to go by myself, so I was talkin to Ben online and We decided that we were going to go to the party together as I was feeling a ( Read more... )

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djsparkydog December 27 2003, 09:28:24 UTC

By snuggled, you mean, mad monkey sex right?

djsparkydog December 27 2003, 10:55:26 UTC

*edit* due to the tone of the post that followed, I'd like to indicate that the above was practically dripping in sarcasm.

oooookay Baughb! bamajen December 27 2003, 10:23:35 UTC

You tell us how you've changed. You don't want to be the person you used to be. You don't want to hurt people anymore. Your on your meds, and now everything is so much better. Then you cry about how your going to be by yourself forever. Did you think this wasnt going to hurt people? Or was that your intention? Did you see Ben as an opportunity to get back at her for flirting with Leland?
Or are you just stupid?
I tried to tell her you hadn't changed. You tell us that every so often and it has yet to be true. But she was so sure that you had. So I took her word for it. But this doesn't surprise me even a little bit. Or did you do it because of your mental illness? Because you seem to blame a lot of shit on that. Well I don't get it. Not only did last night happen but you felt the need to brag about it on here. Sleeping in his bed, taking him to Christina's of all places so he could talk shit about her, then rub it in her face. Nice Baughb, errr I mean Erin.
I hope your night with Ben was worth it Erin. Because he's all you got you now

Re: oooookay Baughb! mogirl09 December 27 2003, 16:20:36 UTC

dude fuck that, that's fucked up the only reason I crashed in his bed was because Gilbert was in the other room and was trying to hop up on my shit. and I wasn't trying to hop on hit, Im not attracted to ben in any way, I'm not BRAGGGING, this is my live journal and i was posting my night and how it went. Ben and I have no romantic relationshi what so ever so yeah thanks jen I appreciate this one especially the phone call asking for any explanation, just the nice rant.

Re: oooookay Baughb! bamajen December 27 2003, 17:43:59 UTC

Well your entry really sounded like bragging to me. And when I got the call at 3 in the morning, it was a little late to call and ask your side. The damage had already been done, and I don't think any amount of explaining would have made the hurt that she felt go away. So no, I wasn't ranting, I was simply making a comment in my live journal about what you said. Thats what this is for right?

Re: oooookay Baughb! mogirl09 December 27 2003, 16:28:54 UTC

And I would also like to point out that Ben and I were friends before him and Maya hooked up, and also promised to be friends after him and Maya broke up. The fact that I took him to Christina's had nothing to do with Maya, the fact that I took him to Joe's had nothing to do with Maya. It had to do with the fact that I enjoy his company very much. Why does everything have to be something spiteful? Did I not tell you that I needed a male person in my life that I could just snuggle with and tell stories to and it not be sexual with? and that Ben and I had decided that our relationship was going to be that uber friendship? Listen man, Live journal flame wars are crap and I can't believe my best friend started one with me, if you were pissed about something you should have called me because this is fucking bullshit.

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djsparkydog December 27 2003, 10:54:19 UTC

That's a pretty rough comparison/accusation. You sure you mean that?

monkigirl December 27 2003, 19:54:27 UTC

a friend sticks up for a friend when they are being verbally bashed
a friend helps to make things better between friends when things go wrong
a friend doesn't snuggle with the guy their friend had just ended a sexual relationship with

Not defending me was the betrayal, snuggling was the twisting of the knife. My heart broke when reading this post and I spent the night crying in Caleb's bed. You have broken my heart more than anyone else in my life and I cannot allow you back into my life ever again. I thought that you had changed, that you were no longer so selfish, but I was wrong. I am so sorry for fucking things up with Ben and so sorry for saying anything that may have insulted or hurt him in anyway. But you must have known how much I cared about him. You must have known that this would hurt me.

I still care about you. I hope that you find everything in your life that can make you happy. Our friendship is over, but I hope that doesn't make us enemies. I'm sorry Erin, but this is goodbye.

mogirl09 December 27 2003, 20:07:33 UTC

"a friend sticks up for a friend when they are being verbally bashed ( ... )

monkigirl December 27 2003, 20:16:44 UTC

This is not easy, Erin. This is very hard.

mogirl09 December 27 2003, 20:45:43 UTC

We all make choices in our life, you've made yours and I'll respect it.

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jackfrostint December 27 2003, 21:49:15 UTC

Goddamn this is stupid.

mogirl09 December 27 2003, 22:21:34 UTC

This has been a local service announcement from Greg Your local anti flame war type person.