I feel awful. I just want to be happy again. This is so hard. I hate this part more then anything. I miss Lou SO MUCH it fucking hurts everywhere
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Hey, I know we like never talk or anything...you're still on my LJ friends page and all... You know... I'm going through something so similar right now, I kind of wanted to comment.
My boyfriend of the last year and some months broke up with me a couple weeks ago. I wasn't ready for it at all. I'm still taking it so so hard. And I'm sad and miserable just like you, when I used to be the happiest goddamned person I knew.
Sounds like the reason you and I got broke up with are pretty different. For me...I don't really know. He just says he 'drifted away' from our relationship and didn't want to keep being with me just to have it hurt me more in the end. But as I said...I wasn't ready for that. I still love him so much. It just hurts so bad...and I miss him.
It's so hard to think of moving on, when all I crave is what is now behind me. It feels awful.
Well, anyway...thought I'd nod your way. You said a lot of stuff that made me go "that's exactly how I feel." Peace.
*hugs* I'm here for you dear. Seriously. And also I will be in the burlington area more often and I would totally love to see you when I am! It hurts, I know. But things will work their way out, trust me! (I know I hated hearing that when my break up happened, but it is true) One day at a time is all you can do at this point. It sucks but it's a very important part of it to just muscle through it. If you ever need someone to talk to call/text/IM me!! talk to you later! <3
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I know we like never talk or anything...you're still on my LJ friends page and all...
You know...
I'm going through something so similar right now, I kind of wanted to comment.
My boyfriend of the last year and some months broke up with me a couple weeks ago. I wasn't ready for it at all. I'm still taking it so so hard. And I'm sad and miserable just like you, when I used to be the happiest goddamned person I knew.
Sounds like the reason you and I got broke up with are pretty different. For me...I don't really know. He just says he 'drifted away' from our relationship and didn't want to keep being with me just to have it hurt me more in the end. But as I said...I wasn't ready for that. I still love him so much. It just hurts so bad...and I miss him.
It's so hard to think of moving on, when all I crave is what is now behind me. It feels awful.
Well, anyway...thought I'd nod your way.
You said a lot of stuff that made me go "that's exactly how I feel."
Peace.
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