I am embarased for my slack this morning.
my fucking alarm clock didnt wake me up.
instead, ally knocked on my door at eight thirty - twenty minutes after I should have gotten on the right bus to be able to arrive at my job on time. I fucked myself this morning. urg.

I hate when I fuck up. just hate it.

my last shift at the resto was good. it was busy and I had tables that were nice to me and tipped decently. I didnt tell any of my tables, except my last one who was exceptional, that it was my last day. I didnt tell them that I got fired, just that it was time to move on and it was my last day and that they were my last table. it finished on a ( Read more... )

Im having a hard time breathing. the air is like pudding and my lungs want jello. confused? why, yes I am, thank you for asking ( Read more... )

today is poopy ( Read more... )

these are the waves of our lives ( Read more... )

it seems as though I've hit some sort of karmic low. the next thing I know, there will probably be a downpouring of moose from the sky that will have been sent by god to crush me into a thin pulp with their solid hooves ( Read more... )

san fran has been friend zoned.

life has got to move on.

this whole situation is lame.

Im going to go do my homework now and then eat fish and chips.

today officially sucks ( Read more... )

I am officially mental ( Read more... )

how lame the idea of lonliness or something of the like. choices made and consequences assumed, that small space that holds your place in the universe fills with sand and you stop existing. fresh cold fuck, sliced and served for your fulfillment. maybe I'm supposed to be alone right now. it is good to be alone sometimes. it was like I already ( Read more... )