As aristocratically pompous and distrait were Marie Antoinette's words to her french constituency, there is still a vague shadow of confidence and strength that rest between the rise and fall of each syllable in her comment to a starving people ( Read more... )

its been hard. with little trickles of water giving me refreshment and hope, i still stand desolate, waiting on the lies to stop, for the tide to turn. i want my breakthrough and I want it to be big. i won an entrepreneurship program recently. 6 months of tenuous work. my business plan became more of a life plan - how I would help New Orleanians ( Read more... )

I haven't blogged in forever... in web format, that is. I moved my journaling to the older, more traditional pen and paper format where scratch outs denote brain farts and a change from block letters to script signify an intensified passion for the subject at hand. Interestingly enough, I felt the need to come back to this web-based thing and write ( Read more... )

So I'm getting the feeling again that some large change is about to come. Some signs are starting to show face but overall, I'm just kind weary of exactly what this change is gonna be about. I've learned to just let things happen though. So, next thought ( Read more... )

I used to be so bored at work that I would write on this thing all the time, just sharing my thoughts with the general public letting small bits of my soul be immortalized on the pages of this journal. With the arrival of school added to my work load, I simply can't find the time to do any recreational stuff anymore. I guess it is saving me money I ( Read more... )

I hate how the human mind works sometimes. I know I don't suffer with this disease alone. Most Americans are socialized exactly like me. A friend of mine came off as being a person who had it all in order and like he was together. Obviously, appearances can be deceiving. I thought I had stopped judging books by covers, knowing the pain of having ( Read more... )

I like being that person who people can come to with their problem. Of course, this is only when I'm not having major ones of my own. And even then, I can learn alot about my owh thinking processes and abilities to cope when I hear the problems of another. Nevertheless, there are still those times where I feel as though everything that I have been ( Read more... )

I have a simple to do list for this week... I want to write it down so that I can be called out on it. Becuase I hate being put on blast, this garauntees that I execute every task I write down ( Read more... )

Today my boss and I showed clear signs of post traumatic stress disorder. Just thinking about it makes me a little nervous but God, was it a moment to remember. So my boss walks into the office after having gone to train a girl on how to deal with patients. Now my boss is NOT the person who should be doing this but she's the most knowledgeable and ( Read more... )

God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
To change the things that I can
And the wisdom to know the Difference.I'm carrying this prayer in my heart. I literally have nothing left to give and even that seems to be taken away from me. School has been productive. My potential for growth... increased. Now, it's simply time that ( Read more... )