Long time no speak

Jan 25, 2004 00:52

I hate the way my life is going right now. Im lonely, and heart broken. The people i used to consider good friends have faded away like fog once the sun comes out. They are busy: relationships, life, other friends, and i am left here alone, on my computer praying for human contact. These people i love have hurt me so much. And maybe they dont ( Read more... )

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Do you really feel that way? kozmikspaz January 29 2004, 16:57:44 UTC
There have been times where we try to talk to you and you turn your back on us. Maybe not on purpose, but I have been trying to talk to you for awhile and sometimes it really seems you don't care. There is no such thing as new friends in higher places....there is such a thing as a new friend who listens to you and actually tries to help. Not just tells you to stop whining and points out all your flaws or tells you to go to Rio Valle. I love you so much and I'm not trying to make you feel bad. You are my best friend...that position stands. You have been since like freshman year. I really do love you but sometimes you get so caught up in James and school and work and stuff that you don't see US holding on to YOU.

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Re: Do you really feel that way? mojoeryn January 31 2004, 02:40:21 UTC
Sometimes I really do. And the Rio Valle thing was a joke intended to make you laugh, not to bring you down! Truthfully I try not to be wrapped up in James, but there have been many times when he has been all i have had. I understand that you are busy, that all of you are. I understand that all of you are moving on with your lives, and living the way you need to, doing what you need to do, there are times when i feel like i am standing still and everyone else is moving so far ahead. I am sorry i have turned my back, i was unaware that A)by back was turned, and B)that anyone was trying. Sometimes you judge me by others' actions and push me away because of that. Agian, I understand. It doesnt matter anyway. Why make drama out of this, i was pissed off at the world on that day, thats all.

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