Im so tired. I have so much work to do and I don't know where to begin. I have to write a 4 paged paper by thursday. I have a mound of books all 3 inches or more thick, but I havent read any of them yet. I also have to perfect my dance solo, which includes learning the last five minutes of it. My knees are finally getting used to the wear and tear ( Read more... )

I just got out of my Marriage and Family class a half hour ago, and I really feel sick to my stomach. We were watching a documentary on Teena BRandon, a girl who posed as a man through most of her life. The movie, "Boys Dont Cry" was based on her. It was really disturbing to me how people can actually treat one another because of their sexuality. ( Read more... )

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I am beat. I am so tired I was falling asleep at rehersal. I left early cause I am only in the first act for like 10 minutes, so I got to leave. I sucked anyway, had no energy. Im so sore for riding yesterday. I wobble down the halls of school wondering what people are thinking. Its near impossible to walk with my legs close together, so I look ( Read more... )

It is so nice out today! I have to go riding in 20 minutes and I can't wait! I haven't rode since November. Yesterday was my last day of horse sitting too. I finally might be able to sleep in a day this week. I cant wait to go to beatniche's house too. I moved the furniture in there that i had and it looks nice. Much more comfy than his couch that ( Read more... )

 I need sleep.  I have a no sleep headache. 
Still taking care of my trainer's(Nancy) horses. I like it, but it was frickin cold this morning. All the water was frozen.  I had to smash the bucket with my foot, and not thinking that it would actually work, it did and my foot went right into the icy water. I was so tired this morning, I was drooling ( Read more... )

Beatniche would like me to make an announcement.. I got a new car. It's a new 2004, black Hyundai Santa Fe, V6. It is a fine piece of machinery. With help from my father, I got the car on Monday of last week.I'm very happy with it. I swear my other car had a death wish out for me. It rides very nice, and I also got some extras in it like a Moon ( Read more... )

I was supposed to work on Feb. 14th, 2004 9am till 5pm. Well, beatniche shows up at 930. My coworker Erica was acting very suspicious before he showed up. She kept smiling at me and telling me how sweet my boyfriend is. All in all, I need something was coming. He hands me a present, which looked like a cd. I didn't want to open it because I was ( Read more... )

I miss my Beatle. It really sucks cause he lost his phone and he called me from his moms and left a message with the number on it. Well, Im used to just deleting my voice mail right after listening and as I hit 7 I shouted "NOoOo!" Then I think, "ah ha! Caller id!" ...but no, the number was PRIVATE. Knowing my beatniche, I knew he would call back. ( Read more... )

I found out today that my best friend Vern is having a girl! I'm so excited. She isn't due until June but might have to have the baby early due to complications. So far everything is fine and the baby is developing nicely. Her name is probably going to be Stella Blue. I like it. Her last name is Uvarry, and Vern thinks kids might call her Stella ( Read more... )