today is november 29, 2006. today, like all days previous to this one, my neck is clean.

such will NOT be the case tomorrow.

tomorrow is november 30, 2006. tomorrow, unlike any other day previous to it, i will be getting inked permanently. yes, on my neck.

as always, i have a whole mouthful of things to say. i just can't get myself to get it out and say it or write it. my god, it is the worst feeling ever. i seriously feel like i'm going to explode... like i'm gunna do something like totally out there on the ether or something lol but no really, i'm all anxious and weird lately ( Read more... )

so here i am sitting in the bean room at bay street ( Read more... )

the sky felt a little deeper than usual the last two nights. like it knows i want to just nestle away in an ocean of nothing and simply and plainly and profoundly exist. the comfort feels tough now, like soiled hands covered in the dirt from the grave of my fantasies, i pull the ashtray closer and cram the dearly departed cigarette embers-first ( Read more... )

SCORE.

that is all. go back to your daily routines now.

30 SECRETS about me ( Read more... )

i can't help but notice that i have been all frisky and stuff lately... i dunno what it is. i'm like mean mugging everyone (and don't tell anyone, but i've also been really hungry for the sex too). i think it would be very beneficial for me to join a club where we beat each other up just to get out the anger and adrenaline so that everything is ( Read more... )

5 years ago ( Read more... )

I was attempting sleep last night as it played over and over in my head. It kept me awake for hours, not to mention the figures wouldn't add up the way I was hoping they would. The chorus streams by and I realize that they never will. I rolled over and shoved my arm under my pillow, finding a more comfortable niche in my makeshift fort. It made ( Read more... )

cheyenne...cheyenne? cheyenee?? cheyennnnnnneeeeeeee......

i am hecka gunna call you on tuesday. i miss you like super mucho and i'm sorry i've been too busy to call you and just say hi like i used to. i miss your cute little laugh and the stupid jokes we find amusing. lunch on me ok?

so does 2:30 work for you?