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I haven't seen my niisama in FOREVER. I mean it... I see him for a tiny bit in the mornings before he goes to school or work, but then.. nothing. He dosen't come back until waay after I've gone to bed, and if he's working, leaves before I even wake up. If I didn't know any better, its like he's going out of his way to avoid me.
I miss him. I know, I know I used to complain how protective and stuff he was, but now he dosen't even seem to care that I'm out most nights, waay later than any of my friends are. I don't have a bedtime, which I thought would be awesome, but.. I dunno. Cos it feels like he dosen't care.
I met this guy called Kadaj the other day.. he was really nice. Kinda odd, but nice.. and he said something about his Mother... she sounds like a really nice woman. I hope he finds her. He said my brother loved me... even if it don't feel like it sometimes.
..this sucks. I don't get it.. why dosen't niisama ever have time for me?