so, my dad (somehow) found out about all of what i did saturday. my guess, is ira. so, my dad and i talked for like, an hour. it sucked. god... if it was ira... man...

blah..i dont want to do this. i dont want to live. i dont want to have to put up with myself any longer. i dont want for anyone else to have to put up with me any longer.. *sigh ( Read more... )

umm...

eh..

pray for me tonight guys.. that's all im gonna say right now. just please, pray for me...

HOPEFULLY going to kathy's till 3 or so.

*sigh ( Read more... )

change of plans i guess ( Read more... )

hmm... so i was met with a choice earlier, a really really hard choice. okay, so, i'm walking home from my neighbor's right, and im walking in the dead center of the road. all the sudden, a car starts coming down my road. now, i was wearing relaly dark clothes so, they wouldnt've noticed they'd hit my until it was too late. so, my hard choice, do i ( Read more... )

hmm..kinda wanting to die right now ( Read more... )

do i tell him about THAT, or do i not? *sigh* maybe that wasnt such a good idea afterall..