mmm...been working i guess. yesterday mom was gone so i went for a run and it was ORGASMIC. granted, i am a virgin and have never experienced this, but it was orgasmic anyway. today i went to the doctor who poked me and pissed me off in a big way, and stuck her nose in my proverbial "shit ( Read more... )

so, plus or minus a few things yesterday was fun. the playground seems like alot more fun when you are 15..i got a pet softball named maxwell (thanks for the name idea elaina) then we decided to walk home, with a quick detour through puddington's cornfield at quarter to 11. mmmmmm...mr. puddington ( Read more... )

whoa the last few days have been fun. yesterday everyone went over to sara's and it was all like YAY!!! and YIPPEE! and fun. then someone had the awesome idea of riding ATV's or primatively known to some as "4-wheelin ( Read more... )

soo warped tour was orgasmically amazing. rode the rolly coasters , got hit on by little boys, danced like crazy and met new friends. i crowd surfed and moshed and josh, ashley, elaina, cass, and meg saved my life repeatedly from being broken into bits and passing out. i got to go with small amounts of food, found out how much smirnoff maked my ( Read more... )

i figured out why i am feeling so fucked up..
this is punishment for being a poor excuse for a human being.
so i need to try harder,
but i don't know what to do except what i have always done...
which has gotten me nowhere.
i feel like i have failed at life so far..
and i am lost.

went to charlie and the chocolate factory with my buddies.
i want to lick johnny depp...real bad. mmmmmm...hott.
today i am babysitting little people..yay!
yay for $.

i'm at the hospital in the ER now. yay for me being here for 7 more hours. i am trying to distract myself from the snack that i have to eat all by my lonesome. i don't like it, it's scary. i wish i were with my friends because i think they are all out having fun today. hmmmmph. time for a story ( Read more... )

so umm..i stayed in lowville for 13hours today. yuck ( Read more... )

lets see..uhhrrm ( Read more... )

the fog lifts
..it's still there
the rain washes everything away
..it stays
the wounds are mended
..it still bleeds
the scars fade
.. it will not go away
silence takes over
..it screams even louder
life is renewed
..it dies again