happy birthday to me

i got a Cock Sparrer cd today..my little present to myself...

i deserve more then passing kindness in the car when youre drunk and no one can see it...

i deserve more...

i know i messed up, but i dont keep repeating my mistakes like you do...

although, i do keep repeating you...

your drunken hug brought an entire world back to me ( Read more... )

im the old habit he was too tired to break ( Read more... )

i had a good pre-evening...
hopefully the rest of tonight wont suck...
i have a feeling it will..
what a diffrence a year can make...

dont want to go to class...
cus ill have to actually pay attention, and its not my strong point...
ugh..
hopefully devin doesnt ditch me tonight, i really need a good movie trip...
dang it...
had fun with eric and amber last night, except for the last hour, which was something akin to having my fingers pulled out of their sockets...slowly...

i will become another creature, altogether ( Read more... )

so ' i think im falling in love with you" turns into,

' we were both fooling ourselves about this...we said things we didnt really mean'

well fuck you...

you saw me coming miles away...

and you knew exactly how to break me...

but i meant it when i said you had a small penis...

my coma like behavior is slowly becoming less...

im moving towards a raging anger...

so watch out kiddos...

i dont want to hurt any of you...

i have but one target...

seattle...

hmmm...

i have to pee pee...

and im going to see Bruce and Brandon Lees gravesite today...

tell me how cool that is...

i miss the hum drum of everyday life in mchenry...

i miss work, my cats, my dog, my hammies, my fishies...

oh, wait, and my freinds...