Comments | mollybox: i was happy being miserable. and you know what, i really was. and i was good at it.

mollybox

i was happy being miserable. and you know what, i really was. and i was good at it.

Sep 14, 2003 21:32

i hate:
- that there's no one i can talk to about anything.
- the feeling inside of me
- weekend homework
- weakness.
- that my heart doesn't lie as well as my lips do.

i love:
- the good life. thank you, so much.
- effective consolation
- mind numbing cigarettes

i need:
- liquor
- drugs
- money
- a car
- brenton
- motivation

Comments 15

pais September 14 2003, 18:44:02 UTC

u can talk to me =)
even though weve never met,
sometimes, it makes it easier.

mollybox September 15 2003, 12:48:36 UTC

psychiatrist-esque anonymity. i may very well take you up on that offer and bombard you.
thanks, p.
and, likewise.

pais September 15 2003, 18:17:08 UTC

hah yep yep ne time

notnerbmi September 14 2003, 22:24:05 UTC

i long for you.

a whole new take. mollybox September 15 2003, 13:04:22 UTC

the love hate relationship.
pay close attention to which word comes first.
<3

zemsta September 15 2003, 13:36:58 UTC

i hate to sound really fucking cheesy but you know you can talk to me, if you need or just for the hell of it.
love you!!

mollybox September 16 2003, 14:37:10 UTC

thanks, missa. feel bad burdening you though, you've got shite of yr own. maybe we can hang out this weekend, i think that'd help me out more than you'd guess.

zemsta September 17 2003, 09:58:23 UTC

a burden it's not. i've come crying to you many a times. i'm your friend, it's what i'm here for. i'd love to see you this weekend. give me a call & we'll plan it all out. maybe friday after school we can do something?
xoxo!

forthebloodof September 15 2003, 15:16:35 UTC

im just letting you know that if you ever needed to you can always talk to me. i used to be yr best friend, i can still listen.

xo.

mollybox September 15 2003, 18:03:58 UTC

because of little inclusives like "i used to be yr best friend", i dont feel entirely safe... but i really appreciate you saying that, it makes me feel a lot more comfortable. next time im debating about whether or not to call you, ill surprise myself and go with 'yes'.

forthebloodof September 15 2003, 18:12:16 UTC

yr right.. it wasnt very lady like, so allow me to rephrase: even though we arent as close as we used to be, i still <3 you and am always here.

shanananon September 16 2003, 00:31:09 UTC

I miss you.

mollybox September 16 2003, 14:38:49 UTC

*sigh*
i miss you too, so much.
and everything, you know? i'd sell my soul to be in europe again. or in the middle of the ocean, so far out i can't see land.

im a wreck.

shanananon September 17 2003, 10:13:30 UTC

oh girly! i'm sorry! is there anything i can do?? [besides rumage up TONS of $$$ and a) fly down there or b) take everyone on that curise again....the lottery i tell you! one day!]