my goodbyes

[mollyelliott]

today my mom asked me if i was suicidial. she told paul and MaRanda that she was really worried about me. is it really becomein that obvious that im unhappy in myself, in my life, in everything as a whole? i tried so fervently to hide it all from the world with this masquarade smile, and forced twinkle in my eye. i fell like i have no one left to

Comments

[lemonyo]

i hope you arent serious

[ash_mac04]

sometimes things just don't work out the way they are supposed to...or the way we THINK they are supposed to work...everything happens for a reason...People fail every single day...at anything..trying to live up to other people's standards isn't going to make you happy...look at me...I should have gone to school..that is what I wanted to do...but I had to sacrifice that...and I'm doing just fine, no I really don't know what I want to do...but I can't be a success to everyone, only myself...as long as I'm happy that's all that matters...so you need to work for YOU...and you need to do what YOU want to do...you set high expectations for yourself...it's your choice to fulfill them...or adjust them...you pick...we're all behind you 100% no matter what you decide...
-mac-