I suppose it is my own fault. I just kept pushing people away, and now I'm alone.

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fuck livejournal, fuck it up the ass with a big rubber dick.

i'm listening to a lot of shitty music. today, went to the art store(<3 the art store)hung out with a bunch of people at lindsay's, took a walk with petie z, went to flatbread, came home and broke in my new supplies ( Read more... )

so just when i think it can't get any worse, it fucking does. i'm sorry to complain but thats pretty much all i do in livejournal. i just want this goddamn week to end. i really hate this so much. especially since i spent the entire snow day alone and found out that cancer finally got the better of my great uncle. he was such a great guy. oh yeah ( Read more... )

I am all set.

sorry i acted like an idiot today.

happy fucking new years ( Read more... )

 every day i feel like more of an asshole. i don't want to but i can't seem to help it. i feel like such a horrible person. i feel like i can't control anything so i seek out what is easy and most comfortable. I'm so sorry.i don't know what to do. i hate myself right now and i can't make it stop. i try to just be happy but it only lasts a minute. i ( Read more... )

i am a fucking idiot.

i can't belive this. fuck. bad fucking idea.

i love you.

[X]been drunk ( Read more... )

merry merry and all that jazz...