Wow. I really really have nothing to say, other than you know, "howdy." I spent the weekend tutoring, listening to music, and searching relentlessly for a missing CD, T-shirt, and my camera. No dice
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What has HAPPENED to me? My theme song is Velvet Underground's "Femme Fatale" for God's sake. I have been like that since KINDERGARDEN. And now I'm like a movie starring Renee Zellweger, or possibly Gwyneth Paltrow. Ick
I love how you put that. and I completely here you. Pre my first boy, I was the same way (especailly obviously not a FEMME fatale but you get it) not bullshit, no heartache, I had to always be the one in control, and the one doing the breaking. now I'm done in for good and every now adn then I'm like 'what the fuck this isnt how I used to be" but then I realize how the benefits far outweigh the cons.
Yuppers. Same boat. Knew it when we met :) I've just never given a damn like this before. But like you said, that changes all kinds of things; like giving up control, thereby opening yourself to tragedy, actually counting on someone, etc. It's like a total attitude change. I still can't believe he picked ME, of all people, to be with. And I guess that's the kind of thing you think if you're really far gone :)
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I love how you put that. and I completely here you. Pre my first boy, I was the same way (especailly obviously not a FEMME fatale but you get it) not bullshit, no heartache, I had to always be the one in control, and the one doing the breaking. now I'm done in for good and every now adn then I'm like 'what the fuck this isnt how I used to be" but then I realize how the benefits far outweigh the cons.
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I have a couple attempts at poetry. Then I gave up and switched to writing verse. I'd much rather write good verse than bad poetry!
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