i can't do this anymore.

"all you do is dance, cuddle, and put on lipstick"- my co-pilot, carolyn ( Read more... )

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today i walked into my grandmas insanely decorated house to find my father sitting on the ground next to the tree playing with a toy train. i walked into the kitchen and saw into the dining room. sitting in each chair were 4 ft tall teddy bears, surrounded by smaller bears. grandma said they were having a "meeting ( Read more... )

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"Kathy, I'm lost," I said, though I knew she was sleeping
"I'm empty and aching and I don't know why"

i am constantly aware. i can't turn it off.
constantly aware.

boy oh boy, i certainly love late nights.

if you can still call 6:45am a night.

the break thus far has been absolutely beautiful ( Read more... )

thursday, december 16th ( Read more... )

conversation as i handed in the final:

Troy Knight: You're not wearing your lucky cap.
Me: Can I have a hug?

im going to miss that man.