Ergh

[mollymrgrt]

Am terribly mixed up inside. Everything feels foreign. Disconnected. I feel so, so, so alone. I feel lost to myself. Something weird happened. Dad had had some irregularities in a blood test and had been scheduled to take another test Tuesday. For the preceding week his anxiety had permeated the house. He was terrified and consequently

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[caramuse]

I had a "leaving high school" anxiety attack this morning.... Ugh. I'm glad they caught the tumor early though. Let's hope all goes well. Mortality is such a loaded word. And I lovelovelove the Royal Tenenbaums soundtrack, and yes, Elliott Smith tends to have that affect on people.

I haven't seen you in a while, let's do lunch! *thumbs up, flash of a twinkly smile*