Comments | mollymrgrt: i always say the same things

mollymrgrt

i always say the same things

Jan 07, 2004 22:33

had been trying to do bloody math and only had attention span enough to copy one problem out of the back. mind wandered and i found myself imagining collegestudent!molly crying over old journals alone in her dorm room, longing for the now. for math woes and chris and mom lying on my bed and asking with an exaggerated pout, "you'll always be my ( Read more... )

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caramuse January 7 2004, 22:55:17 UTC

God, I love you.

whatev mollymrgrt January 8 2004, 22:23:55 UTC

cayruh: THANKS TONY AND ELIOT BUT NOT CARA BECAUSE CARA LOVES ME AND I KNOW IT

pretty much, yeah.

.... tonythewilson January 7 2004, 23:05:58 UTC

hi molly, i don't know if i have ever even talked to you, but i came across this here entry of yours and just kind of want to say 'buck up, kiddo, it will be okay.'

meh, i'm probably just butting in where i don't belong so i'm going to stop there.

things will be cool. don't worry about it.

eliotsays January 7 2004, 23:07:42 UTC

hmm... i just got really sad. yes, you're right, we need to cherish the little time we have left. but the future holds so much, and to deny yourself the possibilities would not be right. what is a life but a collection of memories? even though they can be bittersweet and perhaps even painful, the fact that you at one time experienced them in the NOW makes it all worth it. letting go of friendships and relationships, seeing your former life slowly disintegrate like a cloud of smoke, it's scary to think about. but what is meant to last will last in some way or another, if even in memory.

okay, i didn't help one bit.

tonythewilson January 8 2004, 01:12:48 UTC

your former life doesnt just "disinegrate like a cloud of smoke." no part of your self goes away, things just change. and, yeah, change can be scary. but dont you think things might be worse if they didnt change? the opporunity to get a breath of something new should be embraced.

meh, i'm probably not helping either but at least i mean good by it.

mollymrgrt January 8 2004, 22:21:21 UTC

both of you (tony, i know you by reputation of course) are very nice to comment and i was cheered by input. it snapped me out of my doomster outlook.

anonymous January 8 2004, 17:27:12 UTC

poignant

anonymous February 17 2004, 17:52:53 UTC

Why am i always the fat kid? starbucks with Liz....sure let's mention liz and the food and drinks again. sheesh woman. oh well, at least im not 2004 fattie.