I 'm sorry...please forgive me
anonymous
November 23 2004, 20:44:19 UTC
You know you make me feel so bad all the time. I am so sorry that I wrote what I did but that is what a journal is for and you even did call me the devil. I am so sorry that I left you that message but the way I found out about you not talking to me was not the best I wanted to talk to you in a civilized way and you didn't even listen. I don't know why you care so much to write it down. And lets remember that you didn't invite me to your 6th grade birthday party because you were trying to be cool. I am sorry if you took it the wrong way (my dead journal post). I don't feel comfortable when you like the guys I like and then you take them from me. Like Aaron back in the day, that guy when we were sophomores Tyler, Andy, and James. I just feel so abandoned by your friendship because it felt like you wanted to take Joel away like you did with all the other boys. I remember that you said if you liked someone that I liked if they liked you back you wouldn't care about my feelings. I just want to get along with you and it makes me
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Re: I 'm sorry...please forgive me
anonymous
November 24 2004, 22:36:09 UTC
I am glad that you forgave me. I really hate that we always have to fight over boys just promise me that if a guy you date doesn't work out again you won't send him my way. Joel is cool and all and I love his friendship but he is still extremely mad at me and I don't think he should be if I didn't say those mean things about him. Their are somethings I would like to tell you though if possible. Just so you know I can tell since you came back in he just got tired of me. That really hurt me because he would tell me such beautiful things and i believed him. I just want you to know that I am jealous of you because you are so much prettier than me you have had more boyfriends and boys tell you they love you. The only one that told me was Joel it did mean a lot but I don't think he ever really said it the way he said it to you. I do love Joel very much but I think that we should be friends because he doesn't love me anymore. I just like to hear him talk to me on the phone. I love that we have such great inside jokes that make us
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live from new york....
anonymous
December 7 2004, 11:04:51 UTC
funny how some people say they change and are all about letting everyone know they are so different and stuff. I still see you as the same person "S", one thing you learn in life is that people rarely changed. They grow, get different in some ways, but unless its something very dramatic or has a huge impact, people don't change really. I haven't forgave you since I was there last, and I can see not much has changed with you
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