Please, take your time and read this

[mollyshana]

Do you want to know the truth? The truth about me? I may appear normal, or even optimistic for most of the time. But it's all a mask. Deep inside, I am scared.

I'm scared to live. But mostly I am scared to die. Death is my biggest fear. I want to live my life thuroughly. Enjoy every moment. Do everything possible, visit the world. Fall in love.

Comments

[saveyourdignity]

silence says a lot. you havent had an entry since i met you and learned of your el jay. apparently there was a lot in that silence.

but i want to comment to let you know that your amazing. mmm thats all. goodnight.

<3 christine

[mollyshana]

Thanks babe. That's why I prefer people from other schools/ more mature than the average teenager. You're awesome. We need to go to another concert soon.

[saveyourdignity]

i am in agreeance with that.

[saibo]

agreed. completely.

[shimmerchick5]

I'd rather talk to you about all of this in person. Comments are too casual for this post. I REALLY want to talk to you about serious things, since we never do.

[mollyshana]

Maybe if I saw you once in a while...

Plus, usually when I see you, I'm in a good mood. It's when I'm alone that I start to freak out.

[shadoweddreams]

*Hugs*

[mollyshana]

*Hugs*

[oh_in_a_year]

Did you write this after reading my 100 things about me?

[mollyshana]

truthfully, I did. I had all this shit on my mind lately (well, actually always) but you inspired me and contributed to my organization of thougths. so Thank you. maybe I should look into the "Split Personality" disorder, because I think that's what I may have