“No matter how much you might call out ‘Fido’ or tell him ‘Stay,’ tell him, ‘Sit!,’ the dog you house trained from a pup, spanked with a newspaper, that dog will snap his teeth together on your windpipe and rip out your throat. Fido would howl over your dying and drink the blood still pumping hot out of your own loving heart.”

I NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM
but i'm too lazy

i feel like i'm going to pop my stomach hurts

more importantly, i need to do laundry and plan out my schedule

FUCK

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i feel so unclear

no, this is just a different state of mind than i'm used to

when i was at home i was in a totally different mindset

i'm hungry

shit i couldn't even get food if i wanted to i don't have my student id with me

i want a boy, damnit

i'm going to see phish where i graduated from high school... weird.

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i think i would be ok to sit here and decompose right here in this cold room underneath the blankets

i feel so uncommitted lately

i'm going to go waste more time and probably not go do what i'm supposed to do

all i can think about is rotting

what a crazy weekend.
less than five minutes after that last entry i left to go to pennsylvania

my brain hurts

i want my artwork to make someone cry