yeahhhh, gooo college, woot woot ( Read more... )

Not much to say. My face hurts because of my retardo friends. I go back to school soon. I can't believe this summer is already gone!!! I'm gonna miss all my friends so much...blah blah blahhhhh

Life ends

WOOOOoooooooooooooo update time ( Read more... )

haaaaaaaaanging out
not stressing about much
what does stress me isn't really important.

i love brownies =)

and hopefully tomorrow i can actually get out and have some fun instead of sitting inside like a lil hermit

AHhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH!!! SO excited and nervous!!! going to ozzfest tomorrow to see some fuckin AWESOME bands, and im super pumped about that, but im going with cliff, so we'll see how THAT turns out. I hope its not weird as hell, and I hope hes not like, mean to me. I hadn't talked to him in like 2 weeks (as in he refused to speak to me for weird ( Read more... )

Yup well, haven't updated in ages. not much goes on in my life really. I just hang out with my friends, being bored and looking for somewhere to go. Ive been going to the beach a good amount when I'm not working, but now that Emma is back from Hawaii and I won't have the car that options going to fade out. Tonight I have to work 5-10, then I'm ( Read more... )

Last night was the most fucked up night of my life ever. EVER.

I can now safely say that now that I've been to hell and back, I'm a reformed person.

This lonely feeling seems to be getting to me more. Being in love really sucks. Blah. I'm trying to fight it, and pretend I don't care anymore, but that just doesn't seem to be happening.

It's surprising sometimes to find out the people who are fake and never were your friends to begin with. I'm kind of enjoying this. But it's getting somewhat disgusting to figure out who is so fake and who isn't. There are people without a personality of their own who think they're like the smartest peoples in the galaxy and NOBODY understands them ( Read more... )

i spend these days trying to figure out where im going with my life, what is meaningful to me, what my priorities are, and how i can be more self-sufficient. my faults: clingyness, paranoia, emotionally (maybe physically) self mutilating, hopelessness. And whats up with my lack of faith? i thought i had that down pat. It's amazing how one change in ( Read more... )